30.4.08
felt beta todae after things were explained.
but still it feels weird. i dunno whether u realli wan me as ur bf now.
i asked u things cause i'm concerned. u'r important. if nt i wont even bother...
but wad i got was u givin me reply of
''dots, y u keep ask the same qn?"haix. it seems lk we always got nth to tok bout. i jus wan us to be back to last time.
the other day heard u wanted a new phone. so asked if u wanna get same wan tgt.
it's lk smthin we share.. den u
"dots" me again. reply me wif -okok u go buy lor.-
argh.. i jus dun wanna force u to anythin. if dun wan den forget it. wad's the diff being tgt or not?
u said that u love me, u'll treat me truthfully. but i dun see any significant changes. =(
i jus wan a sweet gf that when i can tok to when i'm feelin down, to support me when i need.
i wanna do likewise to u. be dere when u need me. when u meet trouble, first person come to ur mind is who?
do u noe wad i wan? hiax. feel lk shit man. jus hope we can get closer n better in time.
heartbroken
