30.4.08
felt beta todae after things were explained.
but still it feels weird. i dunno whether u realli wan me as ur bf now.
i asked u things cause i'm concerned. u'r important. if nt i wont even bother...
but wad i got was u givin me reply of
''dots, y u keep ask the same qn?"haix. it seems lk we always got nth to tok bout. i jus wan us to be back to last time.
the other day heard u wanted a new phone. so asked if u wanna get same wan tgt.
it's lk smthin we share.. den u
"dots" me again. reply me wif -okok u go buy lor.-
argh.. i jus dun wanna force u to anythin. if dun wan den forget it. wad's the diff being tgt or not?
u said that u love me, u'll treat me truthfully. but i dun see any significant changes. =(
i jus wan a sweet gf that when i can tok to when i'm feelin down, to support me when i need.
i wanna do likewise to u. be dere when u need me. when u meet trouble, first person come to ur mind is who?
do u noe wad i wan? hiax. feel lk shit man. jus hope we can get closer n better in time.
heartbroken
29.4.08
lol mayb somethin's freakin wrong wif me man..
was busy doin proj alreadi. veri 'pek chek' liao.
so thought of u...
y am i always
treated lk dirt? is it so hard to reply?
it's nt tt i wanna check on u. jus wanna noe hw u doin when u put some angry comments on ur pm.
thought mornin u realli busy. so waited for after lunch..
den i asked nicely y nv reply me. all i got for a reply was lk tellin me to piss off.
after tt even b4 i can reply u signed off.
realli sad to see tt happen. =(sorrie i asked too much!
28.4.08
mondae blues...
lol it's mon had to drag mieself to sch @ 8am. sux man.
had a real hard time doin the stupid drawin for the robot todae. damn tired..
zh became sick all of a sudden den keep 'ha chooooo' next to me.
zhihao u beta hope i nv sick.
-ilu-27.04.08=)
