13.8.08
lol todae's her presentation day.
wished her luck n realli hope everythin went well for her..
no reply frm her though, she muz be real busy wif the presentation.
haha ting jiayou =)sianz nw gt nth to do..
waitng for her to end & come find me.
lol hope time faster come~
den later gotta go drive again sianz..
seeking an answer that i'm so unsure.guess situation lk a show i watched.she's jus lk a legless bird. dun wanna stop or gotta stop. full of confidence and freedom.circling around tis place rite here but still lookin out for other choices.
8.8.08
haha it's now 12plus 08.08.08
olympics started & i'm watchin ivory coast vs argentina
lol tis few days veri boring and sianz..
dunno y mum keep attitude me..
jus now had a long tok wif preston.
haha we bros for so long i think first time tok so long.
we tok frm no rain till it poured. lol. sorrie man for causing u to hear all those unpleasant stuffs.
tks for having a listening hear bro =)hmmm i noe it's gonna be quite hard for me n her to be back ba..
i think she'll have a hard time too, given so mani negative feedbacks from her frens. lol!
although she didnt mention anythin, i guess the chances r slim.
well mayb i shd have pretended i saw nth that time n let it go..
brought her so much misery. she could have been happi wif him.
i feel lk a foolish dumbass. haha
cheer up simqixian!
5.8.08
here's the post after donkey years.
tis mornin wake up den mum wasnt feelin tt well.
she said she veri tired den lazy to do things.
lol so i gave her a massage on her shoulders =)
haha she felt veri 'song' den gt energy to do things liao.
it's morning now and i'm sitting in proj room waiting for mie 'dear' partner.
agreed ytd to come early but nw 9plus he still nt here. dick.
the proj realli kill me. argh..
it's so freakin unfair.
hw come i did everythin & still wasnt given a 2nd review?
other grp did less den mine den they can get 1?
those 3 reviewers of mine muz be damn 'smart' can..
i'm gonna prove those 3 ass tt the idea can work & make sure i get wad i deserve!
lol has been quite happening tis few mths.
it's been about 3mths we have been apart.
i noe her frens dislike me & tt influences her alot.
if she wants, i'll get out of her life.
i dun wanna force anythin. lol
well jus hope everthin goes well for her =)
haha everyone muz think i'm a dumbassss!
14.5.08
had to wake up early in e mornin go sch do proj.
weather was so nice for slpin la.. argh.
sianz! but nvm. was lookin forward to after sch.
cause can meet uknowwho =)
we finally had the presentation & everythin done by 12plus.
went for class.. den teacher sae present next week. diao~
make us do so much and so fast for nth. but ok la means done liao.den~~~ bad news came.
alrite. had to cancel the date. haha!
forget it. den after tt her mum came.
went over to eat near mie hse. den i went home la.
we hardly n bearly had anythin to tok.
i jus dun get it. wad's happened to us? haix. =(能不能再听一次你说爱我
11.5.08
lol happi mother's day mum! =)mie family's simple..we jus had nice food for celebration..mum liked the cake alot n she ate 2 pieces!haha first time she eat 2 sia. she nv lk cake.den we had 'huo guo'~ cooked for mum hahawe all ate well n chilled the whole day at home.mum watched her favourite shows den her fren came to visit.lol todae not bad sia. mum was in good mood. haha =)-her-sianz. todae we didnt tok again. till now. 8 liao.i txt her at 2plus sia. till nw oso got no reply.. wad lor.wad's the diff of havin a gf or nt? told me she todae goin www. but den till nw still no reply.smtimes u realli make me wonder.. u realli wanna be wif me anot?tell me hw u feel.. tell me wad u wan me to do? haix! sad life.hope mum everydae oso so happi=)
